Oh yeah. Because all of you idiots keep interrogating me about how ***** and I are doing, I'm going to tell you right now. Because I am sick and tired of those questions, and take this as a footnote: I want NOTHING to do with him anymore, I am NO way interested in him, he has NOT crossed my mind until this moment (and trust me, they aren't delectable thoughts), and I have NEVER been happier without him. In fact, there's an amazing guy I'm...err...semi-dating at the moment, so that makes things a million times better for me. **** is the only special guy in my life, so quit reminding me of my past improprieties.
And *****'s probably forgotten about this blog (because that's just how he is anyway) so whoop-dee-fucking-day :D
and if not, ehh who cares? At least he can change for the better after reviewing his mistakes.
Now, after you read this...
QUIT TALKING TO ME ABOUT HIM. I DON'T REALLY GIVE A FUCK ABOUT HIM, SO QUIT TRYING TO SHOVE HIM INTO MY LIFE, BECAUSE HE IS CLEARLY NOT WORTH IT! OR ELSE I'LL HAVE TO DISPATCH MY MAFIA ON YOU!! O:<
[Oh and by the way, catch me on FusionFall XD add all of my accounts when you're on! I like to assist in infected zone missions XD Cirque Du Zombie, Choco ZOMBIE, Cirque Du Shauna, and Kalle's account, Cirque Du Kalle.]
- Ooooook get a move on. -
I am so fucking happy being single. Ever since the end of my previous relationship, I've felt so free and stressless.
Everything is wonderful and amazing now.
Obviously, a 15-year-old boy doesn't know how to run a relationship properly and maturely, let alone his own life. I tried to have him change by intentionally reflecting his attitude toward himself. I started mimicking his temperament, his repetitive and assumption issues, and I saw that he was getting irritated by it. That means, now he knows how immature and hypocritical he is. Now he knows what I have gone through, trying to figure out how I could dilatorily change his problems.
Albeit, I could not do so by being his girlfriend.
How can you be in a relationship with someone you've never liked?
I TRIED to make it work, but after a month, I was going insane. Every one kept trying to coerce me, "You've got to end it with *****. He doesn't know what he's doing; he's a sad excuse for a boyfriend. You deserve better, you deserve better." I didn't listen, ONLY because it was cruel to think such ruminations, no matter how true they were.
And ANOTHER thing. After our relationship ended, he promised me that after a while, we could be close friends. And he said he'd try to keep in contact with me. All of these promises that he's made, they were all lies, I could feel it ever since he TEXTED them to me. You know what we call people who lie? LIARS.
And I know, I've lied too. But I've redeemed myself, and every one knows that. I am justified. Nothing is worse than lying about keeping a friendship close to the heart. But you know what? I don't care. I'm glad he lied. I can't handle people who don't know what they're doing and don't know how to act.
This is the end of all bullshit.
My upcoming relationship(s) will reward me, because I will not make the same mistake again, to date an immature, unattractive, hypocritical, weak, doesn't-know-what-the-fuck-he's-doing guy.
Now read my previous blog! XD I'll try to post another one later!
