"it's a shih-tzu cat."

Period 2, November 24th, 2009:

Shauna：私は　えいがを　見ました。

Tsukamoto先生：なにが　えいがを　見ました。

Shauna："New Moon" と　"The Men Who Stare At Goats"　を　見ました。

Tsukamoto先生： ..."New Moon" and what?

Shauna： "The Men Who Stare At Goats".

Tsukamoto先生： Electrostatic gnomes?????

Shauna： XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Totally awesome day AGAIN!! :DD

Tomorrow's last day! Whoooo! And I CAN'T wait for first period, Drawing/Painting [one of my top classes] to get my hands all dirty from vine charcoal. XD

I've been having a streak of retarded dreams lately -____- I need to stop playing FusionFall.

They're weird, twisted dreams of my playing demented versions of the MMORPG.

With LARTEN CREPSLEY. PLAYED BY JOHN C. REILLY. WHAT THE FAAAACK.

NO.

YES.

Why does HE keep appearing in my dreams?! He doesn't run through my mind ONCE!! Unless I'm reading about him in CDF, he isn't there! All that's ever there is Josh; but WHY does CREPSLEY keep coming in?! XDDDD WEIRD.

[But honestly, I like dreams with random shapes and giant kangaroos. I don't really like seeing "humans" there -__- no matter who they are. I want to shoot them in the abdomen. :D]

Oh, and please disregard what I said about ending my reign over FusionFall.

NOT.

HAPPENING.

:DD

Cirque Du Zombie

Choco Zombie

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Moving on. Free download. :)

"Crawl" - Chris Brown

[click to download]

It's a new track, apparently, having to do with his wrecked relationship [Rihanna] and other strange problems in his life. o.o

But it's actually pretty good.

Whatcha guys doing for Thanksgiving, anyway?!

I've got FOUR parties.

FOUR.

...that I'm attending to. I might as well be on that site with the "Demand It!" button -____-'

But I'm excited to be cooking with my family :D steamed veggies with azuki beans!

Okay; going to play FusionFall and manage iTunes library.

- Selafuzz

Hey, hey, hey. [I ate fixer burn today.]

o.o

Yeah...anyways...

SUPPP,

Today certainly rocked.

I finished my contact sheet and Sandell was practically praising me XD ! She couldn't stop saying my pictures were great! Thanks to Cameron [aka famous Robert Pattionson look-a-like], Niki, the random hibiscus, Nicole and her necklace of wonders, and Coco EWOK for making miracles happen. XD BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!!!!111!111!11

Moving on, I've got some important stuffs to say, but first, I need help from all of you 96,000 viewers :3 (feed rocketed like NASA when I posted my last blog--and it didn't even have a free download! XDD) with a compilation.

Which is easier and more interesting;

Top 6 vampire films of all time

-OR-

Top 6 zombie films of all time

:D ? Help me out you guys!

Pedal down the foot hills

Wheelies on the front

P-p-pedal down the foot hills

Wheelies on the front

I'm on the dyno with the black mags, black mags

Dyno with the black mags, black mags, black mags

Dyno with the...

I fucking love that song.

But that's not the song I'm about to give to you. FOR FREE. OOOOOOO: ?!!!

"Reila" - The GazettE

[click to download]

Fuck yeeahh. This song rawks. I was going to put it as my ringtone but I chose "Toguro" instead. XD

Oh yeah! Here's what I want to say the most.

Ever since I posted the utterly brutal blog yesterday about my ex, I've received 114 favourites on THAT blog within 2 hours. Thank you so much you wonderful humans :D [shouldn't it be "humen"? But that looks weird. o.o]

Even though I've said all that I've known and felt, I'm going to have to recoil.

I've really made him sound like a terrible, TERRIBLE person, and truthfully, he isn't close to that.

I shouldn't blame him for being those things. I know that people are they way they are because of their lifestyle, external influences, so on and so forth.

I am what I am because of the...things in my life.

HAHAHAHA. YEAH FUCKIN' RIGHT.

^-^'

-RANDOM STILL FROM SOTD-

I still want nothing to do with him, but I don't WANT drama. I'm perfectly happy the way things are now; I want you to leave him at peace. He deserves the better for everything in the world, not drama. Leave him be, and myself as well.

LOLOLOLOLOLROFLLLLLLLLLLLZ0000R

Anywaaaaaaayyy, enough of that :D I'm getting surgery in a few months! YAY! Or something. O:

My friend Rob made a blogspot as well, I'm trying to find him o.o and once I do, I'll let you all know about it so you can enjoy the goodness of TEXT. XD

- Seladourian

I fly solo!

Oh yeah. Because all of you idiots keep interrogating me about how ***** and I are doing, I'm going to tell you right now. Because I am sick and tired of those questions, and take this as a footnote: I want NOTHING to do with him anymore, I am NO way interested in him, he has NOT crossed my mind until this moment (and trust me, they aren't delectable thoughts), and I have NEVER been happier without him. In fact, there's an amazing guy I'm...err...semi-dating at the moment, so that makes things a million times better for me. **** is the only special guy in my life, so quit reminding me of my past improprieties.

And *****'s probably forgotten about this blog (because that's just how he is anyway) so whoop-dee-fucking-day :D

and if not, ehh who cares? At least he can change for the better after reviewing his mistakes.

Now, after you read this...

QUIT TALKING TO ME ABOUT HIM. I DON'T REALLY GIVE A FUCK ABOUT HIM, SO QUIT TRYING TO SHOVE HIM INTO MY LIFE, BECAUSE HE IS CLEARLY NOT WORTH IT! OR ELSE I'LL HAVE TO DISPATCH MY MAFIA ON YOU!! O:<

[Oh and by the way, catch me on FusionFall XD add all of my accounts when you're on! I like to assist in infected zone missions XD Cirque Du Zombie, Choco ZOMBIE, Cirque Du Shauna, and Kalle's account, Cirque Du Kalle.]

- Ooooook get a move on. -

I am so fucking happy being single. Ever since the end of my previous relationship, I've felt so free and stressless.

Everything is wonderful and amazing now.

Obviously, a 15-year-old boy doesn't know how to run a relationship properly and maturely, let alone his own life. I tried to have him change by intentionally reflecting his attitude toward himself. I started mimicking his temperament, his repetitive and assumption issues, and I saw that he was getting irritated by it. That means, now he knows how immature and hypocritical he is. Now he knows what I have gone through, trying to figure out how I could dilatorily change his problems.

Albeit, I could not do so by being his girlfriend.

How can you be in a relationship with someone you've never liked?

I TRIED to make it work, but after a month, I was going insane. Every one kept trying to coerce me, "You've got to end it with *****. He doesn't know what he's doing; he's a sad excuse for a boyfriend. You deserve better, you deserve better." I didn't listen, ONLY because it was cruel to think such ruminations, no matter how true they were.

And ANOTHER thing. After our relationship ended, he promised me that after a while, we could be close friends. And he said he'd try to keep in contact with me. All of these promises that he's made, they were all lies, I could feel it ever since he TEXTED them to me. You know what we call people who lie? LIARS.

And I know, I've lied too. But I've redeemed myself, and every one knows that. I am justified. Nothing is worse than lying about keeping a friendship close to the heart. But you know what? I don't care. I'm glad he lied. I can't handle people who don't know what they're doing and don't know how to act.

This is the end of all bullshit.

My upcoming relationship(s) will reward me, because I will not make the same mistake again, to date an immature, unattractive, hypocritical, weak, doesn't-know-what-the-fuck-he's-doing guy.

Now read my previous blog! XD I'll try to post another one later!

Cirque Du FREEEEEEEEAK.

It's definitely been a while since I've updated! I feel so...neglecting ): this blog is dedicated to LEOVEN MARIANO XDDD because out of... *checks visitor number* 82664 readers, he's a very special person. ;p

I know you guys have been waiting for this, so I'll just start off with a new free download.

"Blame It On The Changes" - Dashboard Confessional

[click to download]

I recently purchased DB's new album, "Alter The Ending" and it is WONDERFUL. "Belle Of The Boulevard" ...really beautiful song. I was also stoked to see it featured as a Tap Tap Revolution track with a theme from "Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant". ♥

As usual, the book is definitely more intriguing than the film itself, but I was delighted to see Willem Dafoe, Ken Watanabe and John C. Reilly in the cast, not to mention Josh Hutcherson as well. As for Chris Massoglia, I am indescribably impressed with his academic standing in reality; he was enrolled in an online university during 8th grade! I feel like an IDIOT. -___-'

But nonetheless, I give majour kudos to him for being able to handle his grades as well as his acting career at once. じゃじゃあああああ！

"88" - The Cool Kids

[click to download]

The Cool Kids is a prime-time kickass hip hop group that I've been in love with for...

so long! And this track I've provided is one of my favourites.

Today I had my MENINGITIS vaccination. Ugh, I feel soreness in my arms and legs! The doc says I gotta sit and rest for about 15 minutes, so I'm doing so now by typing up this blog and swaggerin' on FusionFall.

XDD

"Bludgeoned To Death" - Suicide Silence

[click to download]

YES. Best song on the entire album "The Cleansing". Enjoy dat shiet. :D

~ Do you guys have any free MP3 requests? If so, email me at:

seladoure@yahoo.co.uk

and title your email "Song Request Please :D"

I'll be sure to try my hardest for you :) And please leave your name/nickname/whatevas so I can dedicate it to you XD YAY!

Also, follow me on Twitter, add me on PokeFace, FacePoke, 43 Pokes, DeviantPoke, PokeTube, Pokezilla, etc. Well, you know what I mean. [I really don't know why I used the word poke, maybe it was just to confuse you :D]

NEW MOON PREMIERE TONIGHT! EVEN THOUGH I REALLY DISLIKE TWILIGHT WITH A BURNING PASSION! YES! XDDDDDD

- ゾンビ xx