"laughing leads to crying."

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I'm just your average chocolate zombie. sups.

27.6.09

you're my first morning light, an elegant glass of wine.

I saved a girl from getting kidnapped by her boyfriend at 1:47 A.M. this morning.


I think that's all I have to live for.


I am a nuisance to people, people I thought were close to me. There's nothing good about me, I am a zombie.

My future is going downhill, and I am becoming the asshole I once used to be 4 years ago.


I will soon delete this account, along with my myspace, facebook, 43things, rottentomatoes, and MSN Messenger.

I feel I need to avoid everyone, because my life is not happy, people are causing drama around me, and I can't handle it.

All I wanted was someone to hold on to, but the someone I thought I had obviously lost interest in me long ago.


Friends are changing, to horrible things, and i wish it would stop.


All I'm doing is punching myself in a street fight.

I wish someone would stop me.