you're my first morning light, an elegant glass of wine.

I saved a girl from getting kidnapped by her boyfriend at 1:47 A.M. this morning.

I think that's all I have to live for.

I am a nuisance to people, people I thought were close to me. There's nothing good about me, I am a zombie.

My future is going downhill, and I am becoming the asshole I once used to be 4 years ago.

I will soon delete this account, along with my myspace, facebook, 43things, rottentomatoes, and MSN Messenger.

I feel I need to avoid everyone, because my life is not happy, people are causing drama around me, and I can't handle it.

All I wanted was someone to hold on to, but the someone I thought I had obviously lost interest in me long ago.

Friends are changing, to horrible things, and i wish it would stop.

All I'm doing is punching myself in a street fight.

I wish someone would stop me.

50 Stripes?

I don't know my 50 states. I should be lynched.

Whoops.

why helloooo tharrrrrr! ;D

Life - A shithole.

You can't measure. You can't make a difference if you've been welcomed to the norm. It eventually makes living very distasteful for people, and drives them insane to the point of self-execution.

Death - A pleasant thought.

Sometimes, you can find me thinking about none other than Death; no, I am not contemplating suicide. I am scared, for what might happen to my thoughts, my memories, and my existence.

Will I be that angel everyone says I am, with the bad memories destroyed, and the good ones thriving within me? Is Death the sincere end?

...Will I be forgotten?

Love - The embryonic ecstasy.

I wish it never existed.

...ever.

Hate - Default element of society.

It's our most favourite feeling toward almost everyone you could possibly think of. The competition, the negativity, jealousy, greed, lust for power, and disdain for others are the only things in life that make sense, atmmmmm.

- Seladoure xx

Twigga what? ;)

On a very serious note, I am the one who started the Twitter sensation on this island, and on MySpace.

I can't begin to describe how happy I am to have been the leader of this new norm :D well, around myself, I mean.

You can follow me at twitter.com/tokibelial! :)

Yesterday was a really cruise day for me. I was really happy to see my friend Patrika, whom I haven't seen for at least two weeks. HI PATRIKA!!!! :D [crazy sexy shout out! haha]

わたし　は　セクソ　の　にわとり　です。

Yes, that does indeed say, "I am sex chicken."

I'm st00pid :B

This just came to my mind:

I get my liscence very soon! :O

My mum hadn't said the exact date, but I'm sure as hell getting it soon! I'm seriously excited about that and other things! :)

All my dreams are dead.

Hi, I'm Seladoure. :)

I realised something today; my teacher stares at me for long periods of time when he's thinking o___O

Well, I don't mind it much...as long as he's not some 60 year old man with a goatee.

To be quite honest, my teacher is really good looking ;) he's somewhere in his 20's, so I don't feel as bad.

But I like the way he laughs too. He has a clean and appropriate sense of humour as well. I wish he was a bit younger, and a friend instead of a teacher, haha!

Just kidding. That's wrong. xD

But there is indeed a guy in my class that I like; his name is Makana. He's super nice to me and he has GORGEOUS eyes. And he's sooooo hilarious :) too bad he's a graduate though :/ Boooooo...

It's pretty funny how, if you google "Seladoure" only MY stuff comes up. You can find all of my accounts from different web pages all stacked. [ I'm guessing the fakes haven't caught up to my new name yet ;) ] This is so the amount of fakes I have can be controlled, and it will be easier to track and destroy them. <3

In Loving Memoury ~

Ian Resnick, you are missed, and I love you so much. <3

Kayeun Kyozetsu, I can't begin to describe how much you mean to me. Thanks for impacting my life in the most amazing way possible. <3

Just two weeks before Halloween, I met Beatz at Bayside concert in California....just two weeks before his tragic and shocking death. Beatz, you are truely an inspiration and I can't stop thinking about that wonderful day you hugged me. <3

I like to waste my life away.

I like to stay cosey on my bed with the lights off and the window open and think about everything.

I like to think about how so many people have changed me, and showed me what they are capable of, whether it be something extraordinary, or something completely stupid.

I like how people can be modest, but think they can get away with anything.

I like how I can't get over a certain guy easily. It's not happened before. I usually lose my feelings for someone within two weeks if nothing has happened, and strangely, nothing has happened with this guy and I still adore him strongly, as it has been over two months now.

I like how my friends are changing. They had placed an amazing impression on me in the beginning, but overtime...their true colours begin to show. They can be obnoxious, liars, egotistical, unreliable, and stupid. Yet, despite their distasteful behaviour, I can't seem to let go of them.

I like how my closest friends die. I like how they say they love life, and they could never leave me, but then before anyone knows it, they're gone and I can't do anything about it.

I like feeling depressed and alone in this world. I really do enjoy taking lonesome walks outside in the evening to escape from the treacherous prison that is my home.

I like being lied to. It's so lovely when someone thinks I'm stupid enough to believe their ridiculous stories and excuses. It makes me feel great. I do hope the lies keep coming and don't stop.

Everything is solved with money. Everything needs money.

Maybe some high schooler is begging a rich kid for a dollar thirty-five so he can quench his "dieing" thirst for a soda and slowly rot his enamels away.

Bet he isn't thinking of a starving little girl on the street, begging a passerby for a cracker or a penny.

I'm straight, and I support gay marriage.

win pic.

Straight people and religious assholes have "had it up to here" with homosexuals and other people falling into the category of "straight as a snail". To be quite honest, gays have done absolutely nothing wrong to you, and I think you should at least ACT like humans and leave us the hell alone.

*I like how people are trying to bring back the negative events in history.

Civil Rights Movement '09, see you soon.

John Richard Hocksucker;

Click here for a smile. :)

Ahh, of cooooooooourse, my dear friend John Hock! :D

John Hock was always an idiot. Don't expect to befriend him without getting raped, definitely. And guaranteed, don't expect to walk out of a room with him unmolested. That's just the way he is.

And for that youtube girl to say it was a "misunderstanding", she's the one misunderstanding. She's making a horrible choice to defend Hock; all he is, and all he EVER will be, is an unnecessarily dirty man.

I've seen his Stickam adventures too many times to count, and he acts as though he can get away with anything. He's already been to jail, how many times now? 3? One day, he needs to be locked up for a loooong, loooooong time.

That victim is part to blame; there is NO way she could have not known the reputation of Hock.