@____@

This will have to be really quick! I'm sorry!

Okies, so well....I couldn't decide which one was the best [they're all equally hideous xD] so I'll just post all three here.

Huh? What?! o___o' Nooo, I'm not a camera whore! >___>' PUHAHAHA

Intricate, general blog;

I have been declining lately! That's because my cousins from Korea are here. I won't be on FusionFall very often ): but I've got some gifts to give to my online friends.

Alpha Cartoon and Becca [I almost wrote 'beta' haha], you two are really wonderful people and I'm gonna make sure I have your gifts on here by January! Thanks for being nothing but AWESOME :D!

RANDOM PICTURE OF JOSH HUTCHERSON. AH. AHHHT.

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:D

:D

:D

:D

:D

"it's a shih-tzu cat."

Period 2, November 24th, 2009:

Shauna：私は　えいがを　見ました。

Tsukamoto先生：なにが　えいがを　見ました。

Shauna："New Moon" と　"The Men Who Stare At Goats"　を　見ました。

Tsukamoto先生： ..."New Moon" and what?

Shauna： "The Men Who Stare At Goats".

Tsukamoto先生： Electrostatic gnomes?????

Shauna： XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Totally awesome day AGAIN!! :DD

Tomorrow's last day! Whoooo! And I CAN'T wait for first period, Drawing/Painting [one of my top classes] to get my hands all dirty from vine charcoal. XD

I've been having a streak of retarded dreams lately -____- I need to stop playing FusionFall.

They're weird, twisted dreams of my playing demented versions of the MMORPG.

With LARTEN CREPSLEY. PLAYED BY JOHN C. REILLY. WHAT THE FAAAACK.

NO.

YES.

Why does HE keep appearing in my dreams?! He doesn't run through my mind ONCE!! Unless I'm reading about him in CDF, he isn't there! All that's ever there is Josh; but WHY does CREPSLEY keep coming in?! XDDDD WEIRD.

[But honestly, I like dreams with random shapes and giant kangaroos. I don't really like seeing "humans" there -__- no matter who they are. I want to shoot them in the abdomen. :D]

Oh, and please disregard what I said about ending my reign over FusionFall.

NOT.

HAPPENING.

:DD

Cirque Du Zombie

Choco Zombie

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Moving on. Free download. :)

"Crawl" - Chris Brown

[click to download]

It's a new track, apparently, having to do with his wrecked relationship [Rihanna] and other strange problems in his life. o.o

But it's actually pretty good.

Whatcha guys doing for Thanksgiving, anyway?!

I've got FOUR parties.

FOUR.

...that I'm attending to. I might as well be on that site with the "Demand It!" button -____-'

But I'm excited to be cooking with my family :D steamed veggies with azuki beans!

Okay; going to play FusionFall and manage iTunes library.

- Selafuzz

Hey, hey, hey. [I ate fixer burn today.]

o.o

Yeah...anyways...

SUPPP,

Today certainly rocked.

I finished my contact sheet and Sandell was practically praising me XD ! She couldn't stop saying my pictures were great! Thanks to Cameron [aka famous Robert Pattionson look-a-like], Niki, the random hibiscus, Nicole and her necklace of wonders, and Coco EWOK for making miracles happen. XD BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!!!!111!111!11

Moving on, I've got some important stuffs to say, but first, I need help from all of you 96,000 viewers :3 (feed rocketed like NASA when I posted my last blog--and it didn't even have a free download! XDD) with a compilation.

Which is easier and more interesting;

Top 6 vampire films of all time

-OR-

Top 6 zombie films of all time

:D ? Help me out you guys!

Pedal down the foot hills

Wheelies on the front

P-p-pedal down the foot hills

Wheelies on the front

I'm on the dyno with the black mags, black mags

Dyno with the black mags, black mags, black mags

Dyno with the...

I fucking love that song.

But that's not the song I'm about to give to you. FOR FREE. OOOOOOO: ?!!!

"Reila" - The GazettE

[click to download]

Fuck yeeahh. This song rawks. I was going to put it as my ringtone but I chose "Toguro" instead. XD

Oh yeah! Here's what I want to say the most.

Ever since I posted the utterly brutal blog yesterday about my ex, I've received 114 favourites on THAT blog within 2 hours. Thank you so much you wonderful humans :D [shouldn't it be "humen"? But that looks weird. o.o]

Even though I've said all that I've known and felt, I'm going to have to recoil.

I've really made him sound like a terrible, TERRIBLE person, and truthfully, he isn't close to that.

I shouldn't blame him for being those things. I know that people are they way they are because of their lifestyle, external influences, so on and so forth.

I am what I am because of the...things in my life.

HAHAHAHA. YEAH FUCKIN' RIGHT.

^-^'

-RANDOM STILL FROM SOTD-

I still want nothing to do with him, but I don't WANT drama. I'm perfectly happy the way things are now; I want you to leave him at peace. He deserves the better for everything in the world, not drama. Leave him be, and myself as well.

LOLOLOLOLOLROFLLLLLLLLLLLZ0000R

Anywaaaaaaayyy, enough of that :D I'm getting surgery in a few months! YAY! Or something. O:

My friend Rob made a blogspot as well, I'm trying to find him o.o and once I do, I'll let you all know about it so you can enjoy the goodness of TEXT. XD

- Seladourian

I fly solo!

Oh yeah. Because all of you idiots keep interrogating me about how ***** and I are doing, I'm going to tell you right now. Because I am sick and tired of those questions, and take this as a footnote: I want NOTHING to do with him anymore, I am NO way interested in him, he has NOT crossed my mind until this moment (and trust me, they aren't delectable thoughts), and I have NEVER been happier without him. In fact, there's an amazing guy I'm...err...semi-dating at the moment, so that makes things a million times better for me. **** is the only special guy in my life, so quit reminding me of my past improprieties.

And *****'s probably forgotten about this blog (because that's just how he is anyway) so whoop-dee-fucking-day :D

and if not, ehh who cares? At least he can change for the better after reviewing his mistakes.

Now, after you read this...

QUIT TALKING TO ME ABOUT HIM. I DON'T REALLY GIVE A FUCK ABOUT HIM, SO QUIT TRYING TO SHOVE HIM INTO MY LIFE, BECAUSE HE IS CLEARLY NOT WORTH IT! OR ELSE I'LL HAVE TO DISPATCH MY MAFIA ON YOU!! O:<

[Oh and by the way, catch me on FusionFall XD add all of my accounts when you're on! I like to assist in infected zone missions XD Cirque Du Zombie, Choco ZOMBIE, Cirque Du Shauna, and Kalle's account, Cirque Du Kalle.]

- Ooooook get a move on. -

I am so fucking happy being single. Ever since the end of my previous relationship, I've felt so free and stressless.

Everything is wonderful and amazing now.

Obviously, a 15-year-old boy doesn't know how to run a relationship properly and maturely, let alone his own life. I tried to have him change by intentionally reflecting his attitude toward himself. I started mimicking his temperament, his repetitive and assumption issues, and I saw that he was getting irritated by it. That means, now he knows how immature and hypocritical he is. Now he knows what I have gone through, trying to figure out how I could dilatorily change his problems.

Albeit, I could not do so by being his girlfriend.

How can you be in a relationship with someone you've never liked?

I TRIED to make it work, but after a month, I was going insane. Every one kept trying to coerce me, "You've got to end it with *****. He doesn't know what he's doing; he's a sad excuse for a boyfriend. You deserve better, you deserve better." I didn't listen, ONLY because it was cruel to think such ruminations, no matter how true they were.

And ANOTHER thing. After our relationship ended, he promised me that after a while, we could be close friends. And he said he'd try to keep in contact with me. All of these promises that he's made, they were all lies, I could feel it ever since he TEXTED them to me. You know what we call people who lie? LIARS.

And I know, I've lied too. But I've redeemed myself, and every one knows that. I am justified. Nothing is worse than lying about keeping a friendship close to the heart. But you know what? I don't care. I'm glad he lied. I can't handle people who don't know what they're doing and don't know how to act.

This is the end of all bullshit.

My upcoming relationship(s) will reward me, because I will not make the same mistake again, to date an immature, unattractive, hypocritical, weak, doesn't-know-what-the-fuck-he's-doing guy.

Now read my previous blog! XD I'll try to post another one later!

Cirque Du FREEEEEEEEAK.

It's definitely been a while since I've updated! I feel so...neglecting ): this blog is dedicated to LEOVEN MARIANO XDDD because out of... *checks visitor number* 82664 readers, he's a very special person. ;p

I know you guys have been waiting for this, so I'll just start off with a new free download.

"Blame It On The Changes" - Dashboard Confessional

[click to download]

I recently purchased DB's new album, "Alter The Ending" and it is WONDERFUL. "Belle Of The Boulevard" ...really beautiful song. I was also stoked to see it featured as a Tap Tap Revolution track with a theme from "Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant". ♥

As usual, the book is definitely more intriguing than the film itself, but I was delighted to see Willem Dafoe, Ken Watanabe and John C. Reilly in the cast, not to mention Josh Hutcherson as well. As for Chris Massoglia, I am indescribably impressed with his academic standing in reality; he was enrolled in an online university during 8th grade! I feel like an IDIOT. -___-'

But nonetheless, I give majour kudos to him for being able to handle his grades as well as his acting career at once. じゃじゃあああああ！

"88" - The Cool Kids

[click to download]

The Cool Kids is a prime-time kickass hip hop group that I've been in love with for...

so long! And this track I've provided is one of my favourites.

Today I had my MENINGITIS vaccination. Ugh, I feel soreness in my arms and legs! The doc says I gotta sit and rest for about 15 minutes, so I'm doing so now by typing up this blog and swaggerin' on FusionFall.

XDD

"Bludgeoned To Death" - Suicide Silence

[click to download]

YES. Best song on the entire album "The Cleansing". Enjoy dat shiet. :D

~ Do you guys have any free MP3 requests? If so, email me at:

seladoure@yahoo.co.uk

and title your email "Song Request Please :D"

I'll be sure to try my hardest for you :) And please leave your name/nickname/whatevas so I can dedicate it to you XD YAY!

Also, follow me on Twitter, add me on PokeFace, FacePoke, 43 Pokes, DeviantPoke, PokeTube, Pokezilla, etc. Well, you know what I mean. [I really don't know why I used the word poke, maybe it was just to confuse you :D]

NEW MOON PREMIERE TONIGHT! EVEN THOUGH I REALLY DISLIKE TWILIGHT WITH A BURNING PASSION! YES! XDDDDDD

- ゾンビ xx

Bitch gonna get a taco.

ZOMGAAAAHH SUP.

So how have y'all been?! :B followed my twitter yet?!

click ---->> HERE!!

Cheeeeeehoooooo.

OMG So I'm freaking out. I have a ---> 日本語 ORAL <--- that I absolutely did not study for. AAHHH!! -scrambles for paper whilst brain implodes-

Anyway, there's this amazing band known as ELECTRIC VALENTINE. I just happen to fancy this track from them,

Electric Valentine - "A Night With You"

[click to download]

I definitely recommend you take a listen, and if you enjoy it then you'll FO SHOOOOO love all of their other stuff. GOOD STUFF. XD

I have one more song for you guys, and I know you'll love this one.

Megadeth - "Symphony Of Destruction"

[click to download]

I know that when you download it, the title will be "Symphany of Destruction" and OBVIOUSLY-- "symphony" is spelled wrong. So you can change that if you'd like :3

Before I leave, here's a GOOOOOORGEOUS photo of the wonderful, sexy MANA-SAMA [click photo to enlarge]!

- Seladoure xx

LIKE OMG HAI.

How are all o' y'all?! Let me know by tweeting me [click here homiez] !

I'm soooo excited I get my braces off soon. I've had them for at least 4 FREAKING YEARS. I was only supposed to have them for half as much, but my retarded orthodontist kept saying, "Ope! Not perfect, you'll be ready next month."

.....every

.....single

.....[F-word-ing]

.....TIME.

LIES&&DECEIT!! Ahhh the pain. Ahhh the agony.

I think we need a song.

"Notorious" - Duran Duran

[click to download]

This song...is a REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, EFFIN GOOD SONG.

Overall, I love Duran Duran, and was especially ecstatic when I heard one of their amazing tracks in the Donnie Darko film. This is also Kalle's current favourite song, and I'm not surprised. This is one of my absolute playlist favourites as well.

PHOTOSHOP IS GONE FROM MY KONPYUUTAA. NOOOOOOOOOOOES

T^T

I HAFTA BUY PHOTOSHOP AGAIN.

I need $80 for something way more important though. *s*e*c*r*e*t*! :D

Just in case if any of you were wondering if I am busy this week, tomorrow after school I'm just going to be piled up with homework and practise tests, meaning I won't be hanging out for very long.

Friday, I'm going to WTF's place to tidy up, and Saturday I'm going to Ala Moana with some friends. Sunday I'm basically free if any of you are up to much.

One more song :3

"Under Control" - Parachute

[click to download]

It's pretty popular, but nonetheless it's really catchy and upbeat. Hope you guys like it! :DD

One more thing, I saw The Grudge 3.

Uhhhh....

HAHAHAHAHA.

It was pretty funny.

But it actually wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. The Grudge has gotten less frightening, but it still has an okay plot. I wonder if there will be any more... o.0 I kind of hope not, at least.

- Seladoure xx

SAWADAAAAAAAA!!

ZOMG HI!!!!!1111!11!111

Terribly sorry for the late update. I'm such a slacker, but school is kind of important to me [I also haven't updated my Twitter in a while so that's an issue].

Anyway, my friend Patrika has been asking me where she can find the song "Coke In My Nose" by Deaz D and Darkraver, and, well, you can officially find that song here, in SELADOURE'S CAVE :DD

"Coke In My Nose" - Deaz D and Darkraver

[click to download]

Awwehhhh yeahhhh booooiiiii.

I need to hang out more. My PARENTS need to let me hang out more. I feel like I'm always home being sad, lonely, HELD CAPTIVE BY PEOPLE WHO DON'T EVEN CARE D:<

..OH WELL! :D

I feel like another free mp3.

"SCARS" - X JAPAN

[click to download]

This song is one of X JAPAN's greatest. What makes it even better is hide's captivating performance in the music videos. hide forever, that's what i live by.

WE LOVE YOU HIDE!!

..Ahem. Moving on, now. :D

I'm feeling quite generous today; I think I'll throw in one more song.

"Stay" - Oingo Boingo

[click to download]

This song was featured in the Donnie Darko Original Soundtrack, although I watched the film over and over, I could not find it anywhere. Nonetheless, it is a very good song and it's definitely something on my playlist.

I know that I do not allow anyone to contact me through this site, but if you would like to get to know me personally, you can check out my other social homepages, such as,

Seladoure's Twitter - twitter.com/seladoure

Seladoure's Myspace - myspace.com/22144841

Seladoure's Stickam - stickam.com/ryudoblade

Seladoure's MSN - tokibelial@yahoo.co.uk

Seladoure's Yahoo! - seladoure@yahoo.co.uk

By the way, I live in Hawaii. 8D

Oh yeah! I'm also starting an agency with my friend Leoven, but I still need a domain and a really good camera and photo enhancer.

It's known as,

Starry Romance Photography !

and we'd loooooooove if you supported it

:D

I'm off for now. I'll try to update more often if possible. And provide you all with more music :3

- Seladoure xx

Blog of Awesomeness :O

I want to get the sad thoughts out of my head first, always saving the best for last :D

R.I.P. Mrs. Danielle Davis!

She was such a great math teacher/tutour and I miss her a looooot!

Okay moving on :DD

Well, I walked home from school today ALONE >____> I took the ravine back to my house and took a quick shower, and then had a bowl of Rainier Cherries :O

Meanwhile i've just been subscribing to Chris Leavins [aka Cute With Chris] on iTunes. I love his amazing satire! He's a genius. I'd so marry him if I was older (or he was younger) haha xD

Free MP3 for every blog, as I've promised previously! I randomly selected a song from my playlist and so, here you have it.

Meese - "Next In Line"

[Click for free MP3 download]

Don't forget to follow me on Twitter! I update plenty a lot and you'll get to know what I'm up to and how I'm doing. I'd also love to follow you as well, so don't be shy!

Follow me -----> HERE!

Life is going fantastic these days! I enjoy school, albeit I can't wait to graduate!! :DD ...although I'll probably not be graduating HERE. My parents are considering moving me back to UK to live with my aunt and uncle. ;-;

But yeah..I've gotta go! Jacob wants another game of basketball whoooo.

Before I leave, here's BLOODY GOOOORGEOUS Ville Valo! Just for you guys...and me. xD

- Seladoure xx

fml.

I made a sacrifice yesterday, hoping that, to make up for the sorrow, I could gain back the beautiful friendship I longed for.

Instead, I lost the battle. I lost my importance, my existence, and most regrettably, my best friend.

This is a nightmare come true.

I wish it didn't have to end this way.

OMFG NEW CRAPPY BLOG WITH NO STYLE!!

I feel so...bleeeh, these days. I feel the need to host a free mp3 download every time I post a blog so people can enjoy it more. XDDDDD I'll start that next blog.

Hmmm, what to say. WEELLLLLLL....summer school is finally over! And I never thought I'd say that! haha. It really kills break. But at least there are two weeks left. YUSSSSSS *Napoleon Dynamite*

I also cut my hair! My previous hairstyle was SOOOOOO boring AND annoying, so i decided to thin it out and have sort of a punk-ish bob. HAHA! BOB. XDDDDDD

Also I got my phone back! Whoooochyeaa!!

So if you wanna text, send me a direct message on my twitter [twitter.com/seladoure] with your number, and feel free to follow me as well. ;D

Anyway, let's see. How's my life? It's fine! A bit obstacle-ish here and there but I'm trained in those areas. See, I don't find my way past them in a common-sense kind of manner...I just like to burn them down (: if you know what I mean.

I know you said something, I caynt hee-ya, if you aint tawkin moneh, i aint really tryna hee-ya.

OH, OH, TAWKIN OUT DA SIDE OF YO NECK!

That's a song. Hahahaha.

Yeah moving on :D

So this thursday i'm planning to go Ala Moana with Heather and Patrika, possibly Chris and Leoven, and anyone else I have yet to inform. I'm looking forward to it, especially since school starts. Although I'm very excited, and I'm happy that I'm finally a seniour! gah (: and I'm possibly switching to half-schedule by second quarter, so I'm really happy about that.

I'm sooo tired and I'm going to continue updating tomorrow. x___x I love you guys that refer your knowledge of me on myspace and Twitter from my blog! Thanks sooooo much <3

xx Seladoure